If only

I had quite a few ideas and plans which I did not undertake because of some constraints.

I remember thinking 'If only so and so condition were satisfied, I could have done this'.

Over the past few days, I managed to get somewhere close to those conditions.

Still, the plans haven't been taken off back burner. Guess why.

There's another 'if only'.

I don't know if I can truly get away from it, ever.