The worst part of any task is the beginning.
I know what to do, I know how much effort it takes, and I know what will be expected of me.
And all of this knowledge leads to me not doing anything.
I am lazy. I do more than my most active friends, but I am lazy.
If I start something that need not be done - I mean, something that expects me to do something extra from my daily routine - I try my best not to do it.
Like writing, for instance.
But I have to write. It is the only way I feel good about myself, yet I avoid it.
Why? because I am OK right now, and doing something to feel better seems like an awful lot of work.
Same thing with working out or cooking.
Why start something and bring extra worries when I am OK with mediocre?
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